Finally

Well our computer crashed last Friday night and we didn't get it back until yesterday. Not alot to tell about but I will try. Work has been crazy. I've been working from 6-4 everyday with no lunch just eating as I work. We have been so busy. I leave just about everyday crying from being so stressed out. I know that I'm not working as much as other in my department but being a new mom and working those long hours sure puts a toll on you. I just want to stay home with my precious baby. It just isn't fair to have to work after trying so long to have my precious baby girl and only get to see her 3-4 hours a day. We haven't been doing much lately on the weekend. Last weekend we celebrated Dad, Brenda and Billies b'days and played cards. Saturday, I went to Ladies Day which was awesome. I needed that. Cindy Colley is an awesome speaker. She was telling me that I really needed to make a way to stay home with my baby that God gave me this gift and wants me to stay home and raise her. Well I don't think that Randal thinks the same way though. I sure wish it could happen though. I so unhappy right now. I need the prayers of all of blogging buddies. I don't think that I can go on like this much longer. The crying and headaches everyday. All I get to do is feed Caylee-Grace and get her ready for bed and that is it. Please pray for me. I need a better attitude too. This job is breaking me down bad these days. It is horrible. I dread going to work everyday. I'm so exhausted and I don't get any exercise anymore which I know would help me feel better and is a stress relief but when do I have time now. All I want to do is come home and see my baby and Randal when we get to spend time together. I can't wait until we go to Gatlinburg at the end of May so we can have much needed family time. Well I'm sorry about that much needing babbling on but I needed to explode for a minute to ya'll. Caylee-Grace went for her 6 month check-up yesterday and got a good report. She weighs 11 lbs and 12 ozs and is 23 inches long. I was a little worried she might have caught a bug because Sunday Night she threw up 3 times and that is the first time that has happened. I was nursing her and she had the projectile vomit. It scared me to death. She didn't have any fever and seemed ok after a few minutes so I tried to nurse her again and she did it again. She wouldn't nurse anymore so I just put her to bed. She was fine I guess she overate or something. I told the doctor and he said if she had a virus she would still be vomiting and it hasn't happened again, thank heavens. Bless her little heart, she got 3 shots and another oral to take. She cried a little longer this time with the shots. I had a bottle ready for her but she wouldn't take it. She was so fussy the rest of the day. That night she was really fussy she wouldn't nurse before bed and wouldn't even take a bottle and only ate 1/2 of her cereal so I know she was hungry but wouldn't eat. Finally I put her to bed and I knew she would wake up during the night and sure enough she started steering around 12:30 and finally woke up at 2:30 and I feed her. She finally got back to sleep at 3am and I usually get up at 3:50 but I was exhausted so I sleep til 4:30 and got up and got it going. I had to run off caffeine today. Hope tonight is better. Can't believe she will be 6 months tomorrow. I will post a picture tomorrow. Mother had bought a jumper or whatever you call it that you attach to the door and put them in to jump in it. We put her in it Sunday and she had a ball. Here is the video of her in it.