Ok I need lots of prayers. I have to go back to work Wednesday and my emotions are already starting. I started crying tonight just thinking about leaving her that long. I have so enjoyed spending these 12 weeks with her 24/7. I hate the thought of someone else seeing/hearing all her new things she does. I know it will get a little better in time but right now I don't see it happening.
She has been sleeping anywhere from 5-8 hours each night so hopefully she will continue this especially starting tomorrow night when I need her too. Mother will be keeping her until April, then Randals mother will split the time each week. I have spent the day snuggling and kissing her all day and crying in between thinking of how I much I will miss her. I so wished we could afford for me to stay home or work part time but it just isn't going to happen. I'm crying now just typing this. I guess I will quit for now and try to get my mind off it for awhile and go love on her some more.
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Aww. Belinda everything will be fine. I had to do it with HP and it was hard but things always work out. I will be praying for this transition to be easy for you. Love you!
I'm so sorry for you. You have been on my mind a lot this week, knowing how hard it is on you. I am praying for you too. One good thing, she will be SO happy to hear her mommy's voice when you get home each day and she will probably light up. :)
Bless your heart. I am so very sorry. But you hang in there. You will definitely be in my prayers. Love you girl!
We will keep you in prayer. Just keep being the best mommy you can be and praying and who knows, maybe God will open up a way for you to stay home with that little girl.
I am sorry that you are having to deal with this! I will be praying for you. Maybe it will get easier with time.
Awww Belinda...I'm sorry. I know it must be a very emotional time for you. At least you have something to look forward to every afternoon...seeing that sweet baby girl's face and giving her love! It's great that your mom and mother-in-law will be taking care of her...I'm sure that puts you at ease. I'll be thinking about you tomorrow...Love you :o)
I'm sorry. Things will work out. I will be praying for you during this transition. You are a great mommy and this won't change that.
You can do it girl! You are such a strong Christian lady and I know you can handle anything. You will definitely be in my prayers!
Thanks everyone for the kind and encouraging words. I know I will get thru it though it seems like I won't. I just hate to be away from her even an hour. Love ya'll
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